The Observer

There are many voices in my head.  I divided them into four main characters to help me understand them and to assist with performances.  Actually their only three main committee members, since one does not speak at all.  He simply observes the committee leaders and their subtle membership base in action.

“El Rojo” is symbolic of lust and craving for sensual pleasures.  He lives in a state of hunger in search for the next fix of pleasure.  He is a strong dominant voice that enjoys provoking lust in others.  To counter act him I try investigating his view of pleasure to see if there is suffering within it.

“Mr. Grey” is symbolic of all that can provoke aversion, hatred, disliking and everything in-between.  He lives within constant agitation and is prone to violence.  Yet, his true nature is submissive.  I counter act him with thoughts of good will and metta.

“El Negro” is symbolic of all that is spiritual within me.  He lives to seek balance and peace.  He has made it his mission to make peace between “El Rojo” and “Mr. Grey.”  His challenge is to not lose himself in helping others.  Meditation serves to help him.

“The Observer” is the silent committee member.  He does not get involved in any arguments or disputes.  He participates only by watching.  The only challenge with him is to stay connected to him.  Renunciation and observing Uposatha assists with that.