Greed and aversion are what make the world go
round. Those that conquer are the ones
to write history. Being casualties
themselves of greed and aversion, all their expressions encourage subjugation to
defilements. Prejudice, racism, poverty
and war are all products of the corrupted heart. We need not go further than our own heart to
see this clearly. Whenever we’ve become entangled
with the “wantings” of the world, where did it lead?
All forms of available media (i.e. movies,
internet, news, radio, popular music, etc…) serve the interests of wealth
seeking corporations. The only way most
people have to entertain themselves and to know of the happenings in the world;
are but cheerleaders of greed and aversion.
Yet, the choices we make allow us to be both victims and supporters
ourselves.
My family grew up with little education, in poverty. Their eyes and ears
bombarded with images that conditioned them to have negative associations to
what they are, people of color. I love
my family very much! But they are all very prejudice, and not always in subtle ways. Showing resentment for anything different, just as the world had done around them all their lives. This made finding an identity complicated for me as
an adolescent. My siblings and I were
darker skinned than most of my family. Though
they loved us well, it was clear that we reminded them of something they were
trying to forget about themselves, or perhaps something already forgotten.
I imagine that my family circumstances as a Latino
growing up must be common place. At
least in my experience, prejudice has been common amongst Latinos, or anyone in poverty. Some lighter skinned Latinos see themselves as
superior, and even closer to god. I
still struggle with forms of reverse racism that developed in my heart. But hate for ourselves, or for those that
hate us, solves nothing!!!
This is why I am so grateful for the
Practice. As I make progress I unravel
the defilements in my heart. Making it clear
that I am not responsible for my family, or even for this world, I am
responsible only for myself. I don’t
need to worry about what others think of me, or of what is happening in their
minds. Doing so would only dissipate the
energy I need to look after myself, to make sure that my actions are clean and
pure. After all as Ghandi said “Be the
change that you wish to see in the world.”
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